Not that anyone cares…
Fighting addiction is probably the single hardest things I’ve ever gone through.
I have enough sense to know when enough is enough but it will always be a difficult decision to put it down as opposed to just getting high one more time. It’ll be a struggle every time but every time I’m able to walk away I feel myself gaining more control and drugs losing their power.
Life is worth living and the greatest high comes from within yourself. I’m going to trudge through the hard bumpy road ahead littered with things that terrify me but I’ll come out alive and hopefully a more positive outlook.
I’m thankful everyday that I have Patrick in my life. He has been an anchor of stability, trust, support and proved to me that there is still good in this world and to never stop looking for it. He’s given me the encouragement to live a better life than just existing.